Times like this i wish i had a time machine

FUCK FUCK FUCK
WHY AM I SO FUCKING GAY
I GOT MAQ TO WATCH THE SHITTEST MOVIE EVER
AND MISS TALKING TO YOU

When i was contemplating to go im like " what if he comes on? what if i miss talking to him"
and YEAH IM GAY AND SELFISH LIKE THAT AND CHOOSE TO GO OUT ANYWAYS TO WATCH THE CRAPEST MOST DEPRESSING MOVIE OF ALL TIME.

I COME HOME AND SEE YOUR LOST MSN MESSAGES T___T FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Let me just die in a hole now...
Im never leaving this computer again......

You were on for 3 WHOLE HOURS AND IM NOT FREAKING HERE D:
so much i wanted to say.....
So much i wanted to hear......

» Bill Zhang. Forever. Always.` ツ « says (2:50 PM):
where are you ?

- » Bill Zhang. Forever. Always.` ツ « says (2:53 PM):
 you miss me yet you cant even be here when i come on :(

How could i do this to you..... :(

HOW could i miss talking to the one thing that i want.... THAT I NEED....