Child prodigy

We all have that smart friend that rocks up to a test half stoned.... and manage to whoop everyones ass -____- yes THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE!

I have a few friends like this... yes they own me =( but i still love them =D . I know people that are pro at physics/maths/history that just... are pro... born to be pro.

The poeple that get top marks in my school are the gifted and the ones that study so hardcore its not funny 8/

Sometime i wonder if you are not 'gifted' should you not bother trying =___= because even if you beat them in hsc they are going to whooop your ass in uni..... now im starting to think that i should become a prostitute... since my only talent is sex... LOL JOKES ITS NOT! ( i havent tried but im sure id be shettt)

Now i am on my quest to find amy talent... at the moment i have none.... maybe stalking? LOL but thats not a talent it just takes up alot of time and dedication..... I dont really remember being really good at anything... or really liking anything. This becomes annoying when i have " to choose what to do in uni" . being asian NOT going to uni is not an option.... but srsly every corse sounds like a load of crap.... sigh. Im starting to get worried.... because i have no idea what im going to do with the rest of my life.... if you are naturally talented.. it easy.... but when you have not yet found your talent if becomes the cause of much anxiety.

Future...... its a long time. What the future holds i have no idea and it scares me.... because at the moment i have nothign i really like ( appart from friends), hate, or find interesting....everythign is just grey....... monotone.

Often when i get asked what i want to do in uni and i reply " i dont know" often i get asked what subject i like most...... and i say eco....or eng... and they say i should consider law or business..... And i was considering that for a while until i realised i like those classes BECASUE I SIT NEXT TO THE MOST AWESOME FREINDS! not becuase i actually like what we are learning......

sighsigh AHHH well i just had to get that off my chest becuase it was worrying me =)