My baby- HAIRriette

Hair noun
any of the numerous fine, usually cylindrical, keratinous filaments growing from the skin of humans and animals.

Being a teenager these "filaments" are SO IMPORTANT!!!!! to both guys and girls.

So today i decided to get my hair cut. MY HAIR = MY BABY. Basically its like handing your baby over to a a stranger... WHO HAS A PAIR OF SCISSORS! AND HAS THE ABILITY TO KILL YOUR BABYYY! The baby you've been, nurturing and looking after.

A single "SNIP" and all your Pain/ hard work/ money/ dedication CAN DISINTEGRATE!

The things that i do for my hair... i alter my lifestyle to account for my hair. The main thing is the side fringe. If you don't have one you would be surprised at the amount of effort required to make that fringe " sweep" to the side. it requires " hair physics".

Laurens Laws of Hair Physics:

1. There is variation within hair types, hence variation in filament behavior.
In Particular with fringes theres is no "one way" to cut it so that the hair will defs turn out the way you want, trial and error is a painful and embarrassing method,- but the only one.

2. The angle of incision determines the degree of the filament curve.
Im a strong believer in cutting your hair at an angle this causes it to " curve" effectively

3. Constant care/ treatment is required to maintain optimum stability.
Treatment and changes in " habits" are required to maintain your hair in he manner to you wish.


For my Side fringe i had to make many " sacrifices"
- For about an hour when my hair dried i had to leave my head in a a 45 degree tilt to the right in order to ensure my fringe went in the desired direction.
- When i slept i HAD to sleep on my right to make sure my fringe followed that direction,
- every morning it needs to be moistened and restyled.
- fringe must be washed AT LEAST once a day.
- Constantly needed to be trimmed in the correct way.

The things i did for my hair......

I had also been waiting about 18 months now for my hair to grow longer =) and every time i went in the shower i would measure my hair and see how much it had grown =D

I'm sure lots of people do even more than me when it comes to hair... but remember next time you see a girl with a pretty side fringe give her a pat on the back~ because there is a lot of pain put into making that fringe sweep like that ;)

I love you ♥

"I love you" 3 very powerful words, 9 meaningful letters. Trust me i know how important they are i spent all of season 2 of gossip girl waiting for Chuck to say "i love you" to Blair! (sorry for the gossip girl reference). Sometimes do you ask yourself, when do i use this important phrase?

Well i personally use it for 3 groups of people
♥. Your other half
♥. Close friends
♥. Family

There are other variations such as "ily" and " love you" " luv ya" ect. and i use that for
♥. Friends
♥. Sometimes to convey a message.

So when i say this i don't really take it that seriously... and i kinda use it to joke around =)

But when i say "I love you" I mean it =) to my dearest friends/ family ♥ and much like in the movies... i get pretty cut if they don't say it back to me... -___- cos i REALLY MEAN IT D: I have about 15 people that are "i love you" worthy, not including family =)

I have yet to have "another half" so im not quite sure how that works LOL~

But "i love you" is important to me =) and if i say it i really do care about you ♥♥♥

I personally don't really mind when people use " i love you" a little more freely than i do =) cos its their choice and how they express themselves =D

Another thing id like to address is hugs. You could say im a "hugger" and i like to hug people =) just spreading the love ♥ but some people are REALLY into hugs , while others are very hesitant >o< So just for your information Hug me anytime ♥ =) HUG ME!!!! =D

And like another thing is like when you hug you know how like one persons arms go on top and the other goes underneath? Every time before i hug someone i have a intense thinking session to whether to go over or under LOL~ and another thing is awkward hugs... ive only had a few of them.. but their pretty funny =D and the length of hugs..... i tend to give fairly short hugs.. cos like i dunno its just he way i do things >o<

However i have a few hugging guidelines..
--Dont hug someone of the opposite sex who has a gf/ bf UNLESS you know the gf/bf well or if the other person initiates the hug - just to avoid misunderstandings
--Dont hug someone else in front of their parents- just in case their rents aren't cool with it
-- Save hugs from behind for gfs/bfs =)

Anyways if your ever in the need for a hug just give me a call =)

And if i say I LOVE YOU i really mean it ♥

Omegle

Yes im a lonely child and i resort to talking to strangers on omegle.com





Goshh~ horny people these days =__= corrupting my innocent mind D:




Well going on omegle is a waste of time?



I WAS TRYING TO IMPROVE YOUR EDUCATION!



Indians obviously dont watch many films... how can peter parker be a female? =__=



So horny with so many questions!


Well this is what i do in my spare time =D Find an annoying person on omegle? probably me ^__^

Once upon a time....

Everyone knows the story of a princess.... by the name of Rapunzel....

She waited day in day out for her prince to come and save her from the tower....

Once she was saved they lived happily ever after...

However do you wonder... What if one day Rapunzel was freed? no longer confined to the tower? Free to go live her life the way she wanted?

Would this story still have a happy ending?

Sure the problem was solved.... She was free but no prince..... Should she take what she has? Does she stay or does she go?

Would she still wait for the prince even though she was free? Would she wait for something that she hoped, but may never come? or should she continue her life without the prince? And try to find her place in the world?

Fairy tales have happy endings- because nothing changes- no abrupt change of direction... this is not the nature of life.... So i guess there are no happily ever afters......... Thats left for the fairy tales...... And the princesses within them.

S♥O♥C♥I♥A♥L

One BIG Night~

So Ive summed the night up into a few words

♥.Friends
♥.New people
♥.Groping
♥.Man vs Wild
♥.Alcohol
♥.Dresses
♥.Dancing
♥.AWKWARD!
♥.Shoes
♥.McDonalds

So you are probably looking at some of these and going.. WTF let me explain....

♥. FRIENDS

Thankyouss to all that came =)
Yes it is you who made the night epic ;)
Yes a night filled with friends talking/ laughing/ groping/ picture taking/ dancing, made all the pain worth while =D

♥. NEW PEOPLE

To all those lovely new people that i met =) hope we become good friends =)

♥. GROPING

Well if you didn't know me and Maggie well enough... there was a lot of groping action LOL~
Ngaww poor Kyla and Victoria~ the most innocent ones getting groped and slapped on the ass by random white guys T__T

♥.Man vs Wild

This was probably a WTF one,well Man vs Wild was on the television and at a point he was fully naked. ;) LOL at mano who actually thought someone was naked at social T^T What lovely conversations we had about drinking elephant shitt =D

♥.ALCOHOL

So much for no alcohol!!! bhahaha at the vodka bottles int he bathroom and the people to came so social drunkkk~ how the innocence has gone since yr 10 formal.
LOLL Yes someone did pass out~ i do not know them personally =) but thought you might want to know

♥. DRESSES

Sadly 3 other people had the same dress as me .... but oh well =) everyone looked beautiful <3 Just slutting up for the day ;)

♥.DANCING

OMG sorry to all those people who i stepped on ( Will/ maggie and anyone else) Music was ok =) and nat had some Awesome moves >__< OH and don't forget johnny's pro-ness =)

♥.AWKWARD!!!!

*Coughs* To my dearest friends for being so DISCREET and SUBTLE about their hidden agenda -___- YOUR ACTIONS HAVE CAUSED INJURYYYY!!! dw i still love you <3

♥.SHOES

OMG my feet still hurt today...and so do my knees and legs -___- and my knees have grazes from stacking it -___- and i have bruised and blistered feet D: but it was still worth it =D Note to kyla who fell 4 times =) Thats an achievement

♥.MCDONALDS

Yes we are party poopers and left early =D and went maccas since Kyla needed her coke fix =) And had to run back to catch the van ( while carrying mcdonalds) -___- that was challenging on so many levels

Overall a fully hectic night =) but perfect =) perfect due to its imperfections =)

I came home with a croaky voice, ringing ears, blistered feet, grazed knees and aching muscles...

But it was all worth it for a wonderful night with my friends =D

Thankyou~

I travel on the train quite often.. and i would like to thank train drivers everywhere =) especially the funny ones =) Becuase you really make my day ^__^ and cheer me up =D

Today on the way home i was feeling pretty down..... so i got on the train and the driver is like...

" Hello ladies and gentlemen, how are you? im good- but i have a headache but its ok now since im talking to you ;). Our next stop is our final stop OH YEAHHH~ so yeah you can catch alot of connecting trains from _____ station. Since i love you and you are my friends i will just remind you again that our next stop is our final stop.... OH YEAHHHH have a good evening OH YEAHHHH"

And this actually made me laugh kind of quietly to myself, and the other people where laughing too =) it like lifted everyones mood =D and i felt better =D after that =D
So if you know any funny train drivers thank them for me =D becuase that one train driver cheered up this one little soul ^___^

Child prodigy

We all have that smart friend that rocks up to a test half stoned.... and manage to whoop everyones ass -____- yes THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE!

I have a few friends like this... yes they own me =( but i still love them =D . I know people that are pro at physics/maths/history that just... are pro... born to be pro.

The poeple that get top marks in my school are the gifted and the ones that study so hardcore its not funny 8/

Sometime i wonder if you are not 'gifted' should you not bother trying =___= because even if you beat them in hsc they are going to whooop your ass in uni..... now im starting to think that i should become a prostitute... since my only talent is sex... LOL JOKES ITS NOT! ( i havent tried but im sure id be shettt)

Now i am on my quest to find amy talent... at the moment i have none.... maybe stalking? LOL but thats not a talent it just takes up alot of time and dedication..... I dont really remember being really good at anything... or really liking anything. This becomes annoying when i have " to choose what to do in uni" . being asian NOT going to uni is not an option.... but srsly every corse sounds like a load of crap.... sigh. Im starting to get worried.... because i have no idea what im going to do with the rest of my life.... if you are naturally talented.. it easy.... but when you have not yet found your talent if becomes the cause of much anxiety.

Future...... its a long time. What the future holds i have no idea and it scares me.... because at the moment i have nothign i really like ( appart from friends), hate, or find interesting....everythign is just grey....... monotone.

Often when i get asked what i want to do in uni and i reply " i dont know" often i get asked what subject i like most...... and i say eco....or eng... and they say i should consider law or business..... And i was considering that for a while until i realised i like those classes BECASUE I SIT NEXT TO THE MOST AWESOME FREINDS! not becuase i actually like what we are learning......

sighsigh AHHH well i just had to get that off my chest becuase it was worrying me =)

Another eventful day =)

This has happened to me a few times... where people honk/yell/whistle at me from cars T__T WHAT IS UP WITH THATTTTT? its espicially crap when they yell crap like this "ASIAN SLUT" ( yes that has happeed to me on ym way TO CHURCH). Today i was whistled at and ti was like 5 pm.. and i was wearing conservative clothing... and the fact i look like im 12 T__T am i making big deal? please tell me this happenes to everyone...

And it gets even worse when creepy guys...that are like bogan and 60 with facial hair yell out of white vans..... ewwww =____=

Another thing today when i was on the bus my legs were like dead T___T so i decided to sit next to a random stranger.... it was an asian guy maybe 17 yrs old? so i sit there texting and the guy is like fully squishing himself against the window >.> he was SO UNCOMFORTABLE!! i dont even knwow what i was doing wrong.... so i kinda swing my legs into the middle to give him more space... because its so awkward if i just change seats or decided to suddenly stand... so im like on the edge of the chair about to fall in the middle T__T and did you ever notice on the bus the seats ARE SO SMALL T___T do they think everyone who catches the bus is ano?

Another story for today =) i was waiting and north syd station today for a friend and they kinda took a while so i was waiting for like 35 minutes (not that im blaming them). and in this time i was kind of awkwardly standing there this train guard comes up to me and has the coversation as follows:

Guard: Are you waiting for someone?
Me: Yeah *smiles*
Guard: One day when i was in Wynward this girl was waiting for so long and so many trains had passed.. then i went up to her and asked what train she was going to catch, and shes like shes waiting fro her boyfriend. So another day when i was in refern this girl did the same thing and i said to her " are you waiting for your boyfriend? and she said " how did you know?" So are you waiting for you boyfriend too?
Me: *awkward laugh* nahh just a friend
Guard: *cut that he was wrong* have a nice day *walks off quickly*

BHAHAHA well theres my awkward conversation =)

i spent most of my day waiting today..
i spent a total of maybe 2.5 hours waiting...... but not that i blame anyone cos some of it was my fault >o< the amount of time we waste.. waiting....but i dont mind waiting when the wait is worth it =) i bet you as your reading this write now you are waiting for something to happen ;)

Another random thing i was contemplating today was i personally find NEARLY EVERY GUY/GIRL ATTRACTIVE!!! like seriously its not funny =___= i dont even know why.. it so strange >.< Well me and my friend have a theory... and it is "After you meet someone and get to know someone better they either get hotter or uglier. Depending on their personallity" omg.. its so true.... today it happened to me today.. im like *(@&$*&#%^*&#%^ WHEN DID THEY GET SO HOTTTTT 0___O HAHAHAAAHAHAHA =)

sighh what an eventful day =)

June 20, 2009 at 7:10pm

I was reading my old fb notes..and realsied i wrote this a while ago....

L-O-V-E

Im bored and i realized that this is something that has always pissed me off so i decided to write about it and to see if you agree.......

Well what PISSES me off is when people throw the word 'love' around like it doesn't mean ANYTHING. like its alright to say you love your family/ friends/ icecream, because you love them all in their own way. However when your talking like partners and crap....love becomes a mega important word yes? and its fine to say you love your gf/bf or husband/wife (if you truly do) However the point i am getting at is when people sate they they 'love' a crush >>> THIS TICKS ME OFF!!! i have devised this simple equation to portray the human emotions, LUST-----> LIKENESS------->RESPECT-------->L-O-V-E.

for example:
Say you see this physically attractive guy/ girl (lust), how ever you realize you have nothing in common, this is where it ends because the doesn't get to likeness.
Say however you do have lots in common and get along really well (likeness) however you both want different things in an relationship this is where it ends because it doesn't get to respect
Say you do have the same values (respect) the this can grow into LOVE!

Hence i DO NOT believe in love at first sight only lust at first sight. Also you CANNOT!!!! "love' two people in the partnership way at the same time, because love should blind you from all feeling accept for what you feel for that ONE person

I may be over analyzing this( this is what i think about in science when im daydreaming)

Well there it is..... i still agree to this =) however my must confess i use the word "love" alot more now days than i used to... good or bad?

! AM SEX ( like my anagram for exams! ?)

Well yes you've have probably noticed my lack of blogs.. this was due to a little bitch called... EXAM BLOCK!!!

Well its over now =) CHEYEAHHH! Anyways i thought i would have a little rant about exams...

I was doing my society and culture exam and i had like 5 minutes to go and i was madly writing my extended response and i needed more paper.... So i put my hand up when i have one line left so I'm trying o write as my paper slides everywhere and i have one arm in the air asking for more writing paper. Then teacher looks at me..... and then looks back down. WHAT THE HELL?????? So i there waving my arm like a lunatic till finally i cannot be ignored anymore and teacher gets me some paper. but the walk SO SLOWLY!!! DO THEY NOT REALISE THAT BEING ASIAN IF DON'T GET AT LEAST 98% I WILL GET BELTED??? ( lol use of drama). Sigh teachers...... DON'T REALISE HOW MUCH PAIN GOES INTO GETTING THAT RED SCRIBBLE ON THE EXAM PAPER!

Another thing i found quite funny is my HILARIOUS friend Victoria was explaining to me how during the English exam she was having a "stare off" with a supervising teacher- quite funny =D

Well My schools MEGA POV! and some of the older exam tables HAVE ALL THIS GRAFFITI on them. and when i go for an exam I TRY SO HARD NOT TO GET A GRAFFITI TABLE!!! because I find it so distracting... like all its says is like " I love Thomas" and " SHETT i hate exams" or " Amanda '08 HSC" or some random crap like that.... but i have an urge to read it all =___=


Gosh why Cant school be like what its like in anime....... lots of hot girls in short skirts ;)

Halfies

From the title you're proibably expecting a blog ranting about the " hotness" of halfies. Well Id rather not blog about thier hotness because I think most people get the idea ;)

I have quite a few halfie friends and cousins. Some say halfies get "the best of both worlds" but i do not think that is the case. I find they have to conform to either their "asian" half or " western" half. Like im not saying they canthave friends of both races.... but they tend to lean to one side or the other.

So honesty sometimes i fell sorry for halfies that have to choose which side they must "join".

Well theres my little rant on halfies.... but then again im not a halfie so this is just from personal observation =)

"Perfect partner"

So the other day, I was in scripture discussing the perfect partner". Ive been questioned several times by my "criteria" but the truth is i dont have one =___= actually one thing.... they have to be a guy >~<" sorrryyy girlies ;)

I can say what i find " attractive" but that might not be what i want in partner... so this left me puzzled.. And who wants the "perfect partner"? because when you love someone you fall in love with there imperfections =) and if they had no imperfections ... they would be "plastic" , "unreal" , or "fake"

We had to write 3 things ona piece of paper we wanted our partner to be.... so i sat here staring blankly at my paper... until i wrote down L-O-V-A-B-L-E. But i guess everyone is lovable..... but oh well =)

then when it was time to share and i read out " lovable" people were like " you sure? that means every girl will be after them". then i pondered some more...... well.. just lovable to me ^__^. But what does lovable to me entail?

if you expecting a list to follow.... that's not going to happen because i still have no idea.... but i guess ill know when i find someone "lovable", to me =)