Well Today i was home alone, and there was this thunderstorm, and usually im not too scared by this- but today i was because i was alone. It got me thinking about all the people/feelings/ places that i miss ever so dearly ♥.
I miss the friendship we shared
I see you still, but your presence isnt the same, i miss our DNMs i miss the secrets/ jokes/ experiences we shared. But they are gone now- and all im left is with the memories.
I miss the feelings i had for you
I used to care so much levels that i can not explain, liked you on so many levels, till one day- it was just too long~ Where these feelings just faded, they made me so happy, they were my motivation- but they left, gone.
"When i think i like someone new, i think of what we had, and it can never compare"
I miss the time we used to have
Our lives are just too busy now. I love you none the less, but it just makes me miss you all the more. When we talk to each other its like we vomit out everything thats happened. But now we live separate lives, and i miss all the things we used to share. I miss our 3 hour long phone calls, our childish games we used to play- But these memories are enough to sustain me until i see you again
I miss the innocence
I still like to think of myself a rather sheltered individual. But now Ive become accustomed to sex/drugs/alcohol, like they are not really a big deal. I miss the times when boys had boy germs.
I believe to miss you must LOVE.
" If only i didn't love you , then i wouldn't miss you"
And i NEVER want to miss you so don't leave me, because otherwise you are going to be the next list on my blog as "I miss the one i love most"
