Loveable Embrace

Hug \, n. A hug is a form of physical intimacy, not necessarily sexual, that usually involves closing or holding the arms around another person or group of persons. The hug is one of the most common human signs of love and affection, along with kissing. ...

A hug, one of life's simple pleasures =)

You may never remember your first hug, because a hug was your first human experience, when you were born being hugged , by your parents.

A hug always more than words. Often I am trying to comfort someone on MSN / phone and i REALLY want to comfort them, give them a  hug but i simply cant.

This made we think WHAT IF I HAD NO ARMS? because sure life would be so hard you would dependent on others, but i think the thing I would miss most would be hugs, because you wont ever be able to wrap your arm around someone special to you. 

In  a split second

you feel

♥.Safe

♥.Loved

♥. Perfect

A hug with no sexual connotations- Pure innocence.

At times of happiness and sadness, a hug is there to celebrate or to comfort, the greatest juxtaposition, there are always hugs, on wedding days on funerals. Standing, Lying down. With a Girl or with a guy =) A Hug for everyone, at anytime, anywhere ~ the ultimate sign you care. 

" I may not remember my first hug, or even my last one, bit I will always remember the one I shared with you ♥. "

Its Cake Day =)

Good old Po ad Zi, i believe that are able to capture the most desperate human emotions =) and make me understand the human race a little easier.

I personally find birthdays quite important, because lets face it, everyone wants to feel important once in a  while. And the day everyone can feel special is on their birthday.

This year I had one of the best birthdays ever =) And you are probably guessing i had some massive party or something. But no i didnt, i did nothing special, i just went to the orthodontist in the morning then went out for dinner later that night. 

What made it so special then you ask?

It was my beautiful friends =)

Sure presents for your birthday are "nice"  ( I got some bad ass gossip girl DVDs)
But the thing that really means something to me is when you get those midnight phone calls/ texts, that make you smile. thats someone has bothered to stay up or are thinking about you at midnight <3

The feeling cannot be topped =)

I often stay up to send birthday texts, but honestly i kind of cheat, i writ ethe texts in advance and save them in my drafts, then i sat my alarm for 11:58, then i just wake up to send them :P

Some people go to so much trouble for a friends birthday some organise surprise parties/ make them a  bday present/ Go a far distance to purchase the present/ Buy expensive gifts ... and the list goes on. 

I personally know  few people that have gone to EXTREME lengths to make sure thier friend birthday is special. So dont say you "Dont care" about your birthday, becuase your dearest friends do and want to make it very special for you <3

I put into a lot of effort to remember bdays ~ Some people believe that fb messages wishing happy birthday are just the "lazy" way- i disagree, While fb is a "free" easier option, they still put the effort and time, and its what they say that counts ^^

Your birthday is not a day of gifts/ congratulations/ coming of age / balloons / cake

Its a day- where your friends truly express how much they love you♥.

 

Loving you was easy, missing you was hard ♥.

Well Today i was home alone, and there was this thunderstorm, and usually im not too scared by this- but today i was because i was alone. It got me thinking about all the people/feelings/ places that i miss ever so dearly ♥.

I miss the friendship we shared
I see you still, but your presence isnt the same, i miss our DNMs i miss the secrets/ jokes/ experiences we shared. But they are gone now- and all im left is with the memories. 

I miss the feelings i had for you
I used to care so much levels that  i can not explain, liked you on so many levels, till one day- it was just too long~ Where these feelings just faded, they made me so happy, they were my motivation- but they left, gone.

"When i think i like someone new, i think of what we had, and it can never compare"

I miss the time we used to have
Our lives are just too busy now. I love you none the less, but it just makes me miss you all the more. When we talk to each other its like we vomit out everything thats happened. But now we live separate lives, and i miss all the things we used to share. I miss our 3 hour long phone calls, our childish games we used to play- But these memories are enough to sustain me until i see you again 

I miss the innocence
I still like to think of myself a rather sheltered individual. But now Ive become accustomed to sex/drugs/alcohol, like they are not really a big deal. I miss the times when boys had boy germs.

I believe to miss you must LOVE.

" If only i didn't love you , then i wouldn't miss you"

And i NEVER want to miss you so don't leave me, because otherwise you are going to be the next list on my blog as "I miss the one i love most" 

Defying Gravity

The fact is I'm falling for you. The question is will you catch me? ♥

Well today was quite eventful. It started off as any regular day until, when i got to school i realized that I LEFT MY PHONE IN MY DADS CAR! =___= If you dont know me too well, i literally ALWAY have my mobile. Its like and extension of my body =) i am usually no further than 2m from it at all times (Yes i may get cancer) so you can imagine like 7 hours without my phone......

So period one was maths.... i thought i was going to have a mental breakdown, i left empty- my other half was gone- i felt not connected... HAHAHAH im such a drama queen =) So i spent most of that hour moping...

But after that i had economics~ and all the lessons after that weren't so bad =) i kind of got used to it =)

This made me realize the impact of my phone. Today i was in a state of "zen" undisturbed. I am used to getting a text every half hour- interrupting what im doing ( not that i dislike these texts ^^) But life seemed to flow.... uninterrupted.. and in class i was not disturbed..and i remember what my life was like before.

I realsied Today that i use my phone for so many things...

1. Call/ text - The standard kind of stuff, i dont call a lot but i do text alot between like 30-200 texts a day >~<"  

2. Time - without my phone today i had NO SENSE OF TIME! i ahd no idea how long ihad to wait, since i dont wear a watch

3. The date- for a second i forgot what day it was today.

4. Memo pad- When i come across a blog idea or somthing else i need to rmeeber i put it on my phone =)

5. Contacts - i realised today "I DONT KNOW MY PARENTS NUMBER! i only know my home number and my brothers number how gay :/  

6. Music - i had no music to listen too =(

After this ordeal was over a friend of mine said to me:  

 "omg i swear u love that fone more than u love anybody
 (guys and girls put together)"

This got me thinking..... i do care about my phone a lot but i would give it up for the ones i love =)

And then to INVADE my privacy my mum reads my text great justtt great =___= But its okay im alive... just violated D:

Who knew i could become so dependent on a piece of pink plastic?

ill call you later ;)
oxoxox

Love Optometrist

I truly believe that love is blinding. Where there are no limits to where love can travel.

** Note throughout this blog im am not only discussing partnership love but also the love of friendship**

When love hits you it is blinding because they are your star ( Your beautiful reference) they shine so brightly all you can do is feel their warmth nothing else matters.

While love can blind an individual, without love does not mean you can see.

While you may not be in love, you may miss what is in front of you, you cant/ refuse to see it. As you watch your opportunity walk away. SO maybe they are shining a little too bright, so bright you cant see them, so put on your sunnies and go after them <3>

"I was BLIND until i met YOU, but maybe i was NOT SEEING but really DREAMING"

Blinding not only though vision but everything else as well, sight, sound, smell, touch, 

Sight~
They may not appear " hot" or "cute" but there is a attraction maybe its the way they smile, walk, talk, eat, the list is endless- but something is there and its what makes them so lovable.

Sound~

Every love song makes you think of them =D Any other song lets your mind drift off into thought with them in it =) And their voice...... words can not describe this melody~

You can be peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero
I can be your side kick
You can be the tear
That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you boy 'cause you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper

You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you 'cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for u)
U take the both of us of us (of us)
And were the perfect two

Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two(yeah, yeah)

> Aurburn- Perfect Two

Smell

That indescribable smell, no perfume can mimic.....

Touch

When you hug its like 2 pieces of a jigsaw puzzle fitting together, no friction just love <3 Where int he coldest places you feel warmed by their presence. 


Love is truly blinding, maybe like a disease, that clouds all senses....

But please infect me ♥.

SOS please some one help me.

Some heroes wear capes.
But you just wear jeans.
They save a damsel in distress
You save me at the darkest times
They can lift massive object with their arms.
You can support my head on your shoulder
Some heroes fly
You make my heart flutter
Heroes have sidekicks
You have your friends as wingmen
Heroes save many
But you save one
Some heroes fear kyrptonite
You fear heartbreak
Heroes have many talents
Your talents extend at far as DOTA
They are brave and courageous, and fight off monsters
You are brave enough to face me when i have PMS
Heroes save your life
You have saved mine multiple times.
They can think of the most witty lines
You think of corny ones
Heroes invent the most useful devices
You cant even make origami
Heroes are surrounded by fan girls
You have one fan girl. me.
Heroes are made up in comic books
But you are so real.
Heroes get rewards for their good deeds
You gain the ultimate reward. My heart.
And i think i might just love you ♥.

On a voyage together on our friendSHIP ♥

"When you get hurt, you need someone to vent to. It's usually not a mom, dad, sister, brother, boyfriend, or girlfriend. It's always a BEST FRIEND. Someone you've known since you were little. A best friend that will never leave your side. (:

To my dearest friends~ my personal physiologist, Advisor, Bodyguard and help- with zero charge. With out your services, i dont know where i would be <3

"A stranger stabs you in the front... A friend stabs you in the back... A boyfriend stabs you in the heart... But bestfriends only poke each other with straws !! (: "

You are my motivation at 6:45am to get out of bed for school.

"You know the world is gonna end when your best friend says, "Sooo how's life going? BTW I gotta ask you somn...." " 

The advice you give, better than that of doctor phil becuase you truely understand me.

"if you need a friend (text me), if you need to talk (call me), if you need a hug (stop by), if you need money (this number is no longer in service). "

Friendship has no price, for it cant be bought =) But yet with no price its my most valuable asset. 

Hi, my name is ......... forget it.

Im sorry ive neglected blogging i have a good excuse..... YEAR FREAKING 12 HAS STARTED! so yeah school is sapping away all my blogging time D: btw dw ill sacrifice eat/sleeping/ showering so that i can blog more =)

So if you dont already know i HATE my name (Lauren) with a passion  i shall run over a few reasons why.

1. Its WAY to common- in my grade i think there are like 5 laurens?

2. It conveys a blonde preppy girl =___=

3. It has no awesome nicknames

4. It has no "g"s or "y"s so in a  signature it always looks gay.

5. When you type it on the computer the "l" key is far from the "aure" and the "n" is far away again. Hence it is annoying to type.

6. 6 letters is a gay number- on video games when you need ot enter your name often they only let you have 5 letters, and since lauren doesn't have any good nicknames i have to put " laure" and look like a a douche bag =___=

7. Can you imagine a really old lady ina  retirement home called "lauren"? its such a  preppy  name it DOES not suit the old >__<

8. When you are little its always hard to spell because when you sound it out its " loren" 

Child at heart ♥.

Children... our younger selves filled with hope, anticipation and innocence. 

Yesterday i was sitting on the train and overheard a conversation between two children. 

Older boy: See Look i can do magic, i can make this bottle cap disappear 

*hides cap behind back*

Smaller boy: Thats not magic! you are just hiding the bottle cap behind you! if that is what you call magic- everyone is a magician 

HAHAHAHAHHA that older kid got owned GG. This actually made me chuckle to myself =)

Often we are engrossed in the "cuteness" and "sweet nature" of children, but really- they shows us the "proper way" to live our lives.

they have.....

♥. No judgment

- Remember in primary school were everyone 'played' together- there were no rumors no fb stalking - no stereotypes to fall into, no names to be called, no expectations to uphold or to destroy.

♥.  No Jealousy

- Where material goods only referred to the latest Barbie or furby- where everyone shared their toys =) No one envied another persons connections/ status/ belongings.

♥. No hatred

- Everyone was your friend =) there were no negative feelings against anyone- only when you had a small brawl with your siblings

Once upon a  time.....

When boys still had " boy germs". 

When " Do you want to play with me?" Had no dirty connotations.

When the worst word you could say would be "bum" 

When the biggest insult was being called "stupid" 

Where we were bad-ass if we drank coke on a  a weekday.

When a hug would fix everything

Where "hot" described the temperature

When words such as cunt, slut, whore were not in your vocabulary

Where hanging out with a group of guys made you a "tomboy" 

Where rumors were unheard of

Where happiness was present in each day~

This does not describe heaven~ but it describes childhood. Where dreams are in your reach, were everyday is brighter than the next.....

Wishes of my mind

A few things i wanted to get off my mind =) what better way to do that~ then over a few poetic riddles =)

I do not envy you
I am not jealous
Nor am I bitter
I am not upset
Nor am I resentful
I just cannot believe it ~

You were my puppy
My beloved pet
Maybe i cared too much
So my puppy ran away.
 
It was April 2nd
little did i know..
More than an angel
more than a saint...
A true friend would walk into my life.

Time passes, day in, day out
but nothing changes between us
Even though distance separates us
I will never stop loving you ♥.

The way I do holidays ;)

TUESDAY

My " first day of holidays" . Overall there was alot of time/ pain/ credit put into organising the event =) but overall it was worth it =) Thanks to all those who came: Aaron, Maggie, Kyla, Peng, Cameron, Jhonny, Kevin, Jen, Sam, Rennae ( is that how you spell it?).

So the day began with the train... So i met peng at the station =) and she was early 8) early people are cool =D Then we were around he station... then BAM! my mums there and im kind of like what the hell? *wipes sweat* that was a close call - ( my mum has a very strict "no guys" policy). Then yeah we got the trainnn =D

We arrived Town hall earlyy =) WHOOOP. so we waited around outside the cinemas ---> then cameron pops out of no where =D ( btw your dyed hair is very nice) and we wait some more.....and some more...... and a bit more..... then FINALLY kyla and jhonny arrive =D So off to pool we goo.....

Then yeah we played the WORST game of pool........ LOL at cameron who flicked the ball off the table and hit kyla in the hip (y) Aaron then comeesss =D Then we marathon ed back to cinema and met maggie =D .

Next we went to eatttt =D at ajisen 8) its not bad (Y) and not expensive either, i had beef ramen nomnomnom ^^. Then Sam and rennae crashhh >the more the merrier< and we ate. Gosh sam you scabbb >o< JOKES. and LOL at jhonny for pressing the service button... *press* *lady comes to table* jhonny: " im finished" * points at empty dish*.

Sadly sam and rennae leave =( probs to do something more exciting together ;) Ho hum then the debate to where to kae..... SHOW vs BIGECO!!! who wins? SHOW. LOL. so lalalalalal 2 hrs at kae =) were JENJEN and kevin comessss 8)

We are such " pool lovers" we decide to pool again =) and Girls vs GUY AND YESS THE GIRLS WONNN!!!!! credit to Cameron who sunk the 8 ball 8). tralalaalala~ off the the station we goo. Here we say byebye to jenjen =) and whooooopppp time to go maggies house.

LOLLL Dare.... do i really need to say what happens? what happens at dare stays at dare ;)

THURSDAY

YEWWWW MAGGIES HOUSE PARTYYY :P So yeha.. EVERYONE WAS LATE (Y) so we were all ready for a BBQ....... WHEN WE REALISED THE BBQ DOESN'T WORK!FML. Women in the kitchen you say? MORE LIKE JIN AND CAMERON IN THE KITCHEN! lololol that was a epic failll~ then there was a bit more dareee ;)

MONDAY

Chattyyy =D with peng, caitlin, emma =D. We got o eat sushi... only to find the sushi place is closedd D:

So we go eat some other sushiii =) and bummm around =) NOTE: NEVER LET EMMA BUY A WHOOPIE CUSHION! We spent a while in "toys'r us" we are still children at heart =) its so cool revisiting the toys of your childhood. But i now i think back to all of my mums money I wasted on pointless toys. We were sitting the park and this asian kid comes to us and gives us an origami flower... ( it was a dare btw- but still a very sweet gesture)

Picture below =) with was very nicely folded btw ^__^



Whats with origami? is it the Asian symbol for love?
Because i know many girls who have made origami "for" or in "tribute" to their bf. It ranges from stars, cranes to hearts...... poor trees LOL. and they like to choose the number 1000... thats a lot of origami ^__^ and amount of time and effort. Another problem this causes if things dont work out what happens to the origami?... i personally would feel guilty if i chucked it away... so it ends up just sitting there..... collecting dust...


ANYWAYS =) after that we went caps =) and yeahh =)

There are my holidays to farr the next 5 days are action packedd >o< and i shall blog about them soon =)

Queer eye for the straight guy~

MAKEOVER TIME!

I hope you guys all like the new template >__< i got a few comments saying the old template was making people dizzy >~<" also i just wanted the change. If you haven't noticed i have change my blog name, this sis because i will no longer be catching the 548 bus its called some metro thing now - hence i felt the blog name was no longer appropriate =)