note to self dont fall sleep on your calculator =__=

Dear Bill Zhang

Sometimes i think you know everything there is to know about me. .
what i think
what i do

Youre probably so confused right now...

Just wait

You'll understand in time :)
 

Study

While im learning and studying galvanic cells, genetics, and exchange rates... i cant even learn the basics to life :(

I must be more observant !

Never mind

Sigh taking a break form my hectic math schedule :/
WHY DID THE LORD NOT BLESS ME WITH AN ASIAN BRAIN?

Anyways you know what?

this can wait . . . .

Sorry to disappoint

I blog heaps after the exams to make up for it ^^
*returns to math

GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS <3

Conflict thoery

Tralalalallalala
perspectives.

everyone has perspectives on different issues and different views.

I was leanring in SAC about the cuases of change and one thoery was the conflict thoery.

Basically when the underclass overturns the elite of the society.

But if you think deaper... why does this occur?

Beucase ultimately the two parties do not belive int he sameideas, or cannot see each others perspectives,

Like any human being i have flaws

and one of my most prominent is my inability to confort people in time of sadness.

In general i find myself quite ptimistic adn chirpy

so when someone comes ot be with a massive dehlemmah i know know what to say or how to reacted all i can do is give them a hug, but if tey're on the hpone or msn hats not possible.

So it scares me when i upset people, becuas ei know i wont be able to comfort them properly and provide the intenede support.

hence the cuase of my submissive persona, tryingt o aviod my flaws, and ultimately avioding conflict.

To You

Fucking douchebag :/

Psychopathic bitch

Fag

Wannabe Slut

Bitch.


Pimp

Fucking Bitch


In essence these words have no meaning..
no meaning till someone important to you uses them

You may have forgotten you've said it...

but i haven't . . . . .

And now it haunts me always . . . . .

Futures

Yesterday afternoon we had a representative form the university of western sydney come to our school.
This really got me thinking about the future.
And what  i want to do with my life.

Because no one takes me seriously when i say "Professional husband pleaser"

because thats what i want to do... Make my spouse happy everyday :) (NO SEXUAL CONNOTATIONS HERE)

But with the growing financial pressure of society- i have to do something more than that.

I believe there are 6 broad areas areas of uni
1. Arts
2. Science
3. Design
4. Business
5. IT
6. Engineering

And most courses roughly fit into those categories.

Through my lifetime quite a few people have suggest professions for me, but they vary greatly

-Dancer
People say i have the stature for a dancer. . . .
1. I CANT DANCE
2. That occupation is too physically straining on the body :(

- Fashion design
Now while i like fashion im not a very good "trend setter" and thats what fashion designers have to be, plus i cant sew for crap.

- Someone in the business profession- working for  a large company for firm
This was originally an idea i stuck with for a while - but im not so sure anymore :/ because i dont want to spend everyday backstabbing people and have such a materialistic based job.

- Primary school teacher
WELL I DONT KNOW WHERE YOU GOT THAT FROM?!?? but hmmm :/


Every profession ive considered poeple are liek "there are no jobs" WELL THESE NOT JOBS FOR ANY OCCUPATIONS UNLESS YOURE A
1. lawyer
2. doctor
3. dentist
4. accountant

WELL DONT THOSE OPTIONS SOUND SO FASCINATING AND POSSIBLE?!?!?
 =_____=

I think for now i shall stick to husband pleaser (Y)